immense nausia.

i know theres more than this loft and your guitar, i know it.

home sweet home.

last summer was a long time ago, i'm different now. you're just, nevermind.

Elizabeth: [wiping her tears] How do you say goodbye to someone you can't imagine living without? I didn't say goodbye.
[pause]
Elizabeth: I didn't say anything. I just walked away.

oh sonny.

i wrote this when you were still around.

youre responsible for me now,you said so, you said it. and now im constantly afraid thatyoull leave me, that youll leave me in the middle of the night when the moons high. still in the middle of the night i rise sporadically and often and hold on toyou, gliding my hands over the bed to make sure you havent left me. i sit at the cabin table anxiouslydrinking chocolate milk out of a coffee cup jumping at random sounds, convinced youll leave and not come back. youre responsible for me now, you said so, you said it.

won't do no good to cry.

do the lips on the mannequins you dress look like mine? hahaha sucker.

linger on your pale blue eyes.

i was always drunk int he summer. so this is rare. i havent really drank since then and im typing with my eyes closed. trying veru hardnot to think of you. just so you know i think this is basically bullshit. i missy ou and im pretty sure you miss me so why arent we together right now? is it because im in canada and youre in white south africa? i miss you so bad i miss your eyes. come beat this dumb boy up for me please. he talks abo ut me and it makes me want to cry for you, no idea why. im not making sense. im drunk. youre far away. i just want you to know that i miss you and that i think about you all the time. i know you do too, you said so before you left. i smell like beer, i smell like you used to. its 12.:21 am. god.